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8 January 2026

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

The Ṣiddīqūn recognised Allah in times of ease; they beheld His manifestation in His blessings and made His favours themselves the means of drawing close to Him. In moments of comfort, their tongues were alive with gratitude; in days of openness, their eyes were lit with recognition; and in seasons of abundance, their hearts were fully present.

My own case, however, was different from that of the Ṣiddīqūn. The door to recognition did not open for me through blessings; ease did not grant me insight, nor did comfort allow me to taste nearness. I did not come to know Allah in times of ease. I recognised Him at the moment when my own strength surrendered forever—when planning fell silent, when reason reached its limit and stood still, when every support collapsed and the heart was left with nothing but a soundless confession: if there is anyone now, it is only Him. That moment became my first prostration of consciousness; that defeat became my first recognition; and that weakness became the first radiant sign in my life of the Lord whom I had sought through strength, yet found only when nothing of myself remained.

There have been moments in my life when the problem was not merely difficult, but of a kind for which language itself has no word: a burden that advice cannot lighten; a knot that grows tighter with time rather than loosening. There came a stage when every door stood before me as refusal itself. I knocked at the door of reason until thought collapsed beneath its own weight. I tried patience, then anxiety, then prayers that were less supplication and more broken breaths rising from the chest—yet nothing opened. The world remained fixed in its place, and the problem stood where it was: heavy, unmoving, as though it had been placed deliberately—not to be solved, but simply to be endured.

There was one problem in which everything seemed at stake: honour, the future, and those dreams I had held to my chest for years. Every human stratagem failed. Those I trusted fell silent; the paths from which I hoped were closed. I felt myself standing before a wall in which no passage was visible and no escape imaginable. At first, I judged it an injustice. I said: I did try; I did choose the right path. Yet it was precisely there that a Qur’ānic verse ceased to be mere words for the first time: “Man was created weak.” This weakness is not humiliation; it is reality—and facing reality is always painful.

When I stood before this reality, no extraordinary scene unfolded: no voice was heard, no sign appeared. Yet what occurred was far deeper than all of that. My reliance shattered, and I understood with stark clarity that none of my efforts—however intelligent, however cautious, however righteous—could resolve this matter. The problem did not require reform or strategy; it demanded only surrender from me. And that demand itself filled me with fear.

For surrender feels as though one steps outside one’s own story, as though one leaves behind a world where effort guarantees outcome and enters a silent valley where control over results no longer exists. I wanted Allah to make my plan succeed, not to bring it to an end. I sought deliverance through familiar paths—but Allah is the Lord of unfamiliar paths.

Then came another experience—quieter still, harder still. A supplication that had lived in the heart for years, yet each time seemed to return from the heavens unanswered. I had ceased calculating, yet the heart refused to give up. Then one day, without any prior sign, circumstances turned in a way I could never have imagined. Neither the timing was of my choosing, nor the method comprehensible to me. What could not be achieved over years was set in order within moments. I knew only this: it was not my knowledge, not my strength—it was His knowledge and His power.

Only then did I understand, for the first time, that Allah first makes things impossible—then makes them possible.

The Qur’ān does not narrate the triumphs of human planning; it tells the story of moments when the human being stands empty-handed—before the sea, beneath the weight of a dream, at the riverbank. These are the places where human solutions are deliberately withdrawn so that divine solutions may appear.

I learned that Allah’s silence is not absence; it is arrangement. While I was asking for immediate rescue, my training was taking place on another level. My pride was being slowly dissolved; my certainty was being detached from outcomes and fastened to the Divine Essence itself. I was being taught a reliance that does not change with changing circumstances.

Then came the moment when I said, inwardly: I cannot do this. This was not defeat; it was a beginning. The problem did not immediately vanish, nor did circumstances suddenly transform—but the burden lifted. The heart found support. Fear retreated. The future, once like darkness, now felt as though it lay in a Hand that sees, knows, and possesses power.

When the solution came—and it did—it was not according to my plans, yet it was far better than my needs. Had it come earlier, I would have called it coincidence. Had it come by my method, I would have attributed it to my own intellect. Allah delayed, so that I might know that the One who makes the impossible possible is none other than Him alone.

Within this lies a great mercy. When Allah does what human beings cannot, He does not break the heart; He purifies it. The servant emerges changed—not victorious, but tranquil; not clever, but humble; not strong, but secure.

I no longer fear the impossible. I have come to know that the impossible is the place where Allah introduces Himself. It is the threshold at which the human story ends and the divine story begins.

Allah did not demand understanding from me; He asked for trust. And I have seen, time and again in my life: the One who makes things impossible is the very One—and the only One—who makes them possible.

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Disclaimer: This article was translated by AI. Original post:
https://t.me/DrAkramNadwi/8132